Tomorrow

It's almost time. We have been waiting for a long time and now feels unreal that we are so close to get this done. How does it feel? I feel numbed, like being inside a movie and everything moves so slow. My hearth is aching already trying to imagine her in a little hospital gown with tubes and things coming out of her. How could this be happening? I need to stop asking myself silly questions that can't really be answered. We need to be strong, put our faith in God and the doctors and be grateful that we can leave everything behind us in a few months unlike many parents and families with sick children. Happy thoughts from now on.