They call it the other side

Almost a month to go for Amelia's surgery and getting more and more excited, nervous and every time I found myself looking at her with a mix of feelings because she doesn't know what's coming and might be better this way. Life after cranio surgery is called the other side, by a large number of mums in the two Facebook support groups that I've found. How will be like for us to be on the other side? We will be exhausted that's for sure. And how is it going to be like to handle over my little girl to the doctors and nurses? They say that's the hardest part. Getting anxious thinking about all of this. Pre operation tests to be done 7/04 not long now. We'll keep waiting on this side.