I am finding myself with a bunch of questions lately and not that I am expecting an answer from above, but why is this happening to us? why to a little baby that hasn't done anything? Is it going to go away after the surgery? how's Amelia going to react when she gets old enough to know what happened to her head? I can't stop myself looking at other babies heads, perfect round, big heads with enough room for the brain to grow, with all the sutures surely open. Can I have one for take away? Please? All of these questions make me selfish person? I know there's so many other cases out there much worse than Amelia's and then I get some peace because we don't have it as bad. And then I go back to my list of questions after seeing her little face, smiling, completely unaware of what's about to happen and how our lives will be changed after that. Less than a month now for her surgery.
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